The choice is yours

Its the feeling of not wanting to say goodbye,
Its the feeling of not wanting to say hello,
Its the wondering of how it would feel to die,
But being too afraid to let go,
Its the feeling of being alone,
But with people you are crowded,
You want the anger to end-but its just started,
You want to be happy and just stop being doubted,
Its the feeling of wanting to pause the clocks,
Its the feeling of wanting to run away from your problems-though once you return-they patiently await,
Its wanting to taste the salty water and to dive off the rocks,
Its avoiding pain and trying to change fate,
Its doing what you please because nothing will last forever,
There is a set date,
In life it doesn't matter how much money you have or if you are cleaver,
Because there is a Heaven and a Hell...if you truly believe, only time will tell.